Tuesday, December 31, 2013

My Year



What a year, what a year. What. A. Year.  

Last night, I read all of my posts starting from the first day I started blogging. It made me laugh, made my cry, and made me really thankful that I started blogging. If you've ever thought about blogging, do it.  You'll thank me later. :) 

And when I came across my post from this day last year , all I could think was, "Wow".  And to really understand why, you need to read that post, here.

What a turn around  this year was.  2012 was a year I didn't expect, at all, but 2013 more than made up for it. 

I'm a college graduate,  my cancer is in check, I'm now doing what I love and what I feel I was created to do as a career, and I fell for a boy who I'm crazy about. 

2013 was my year, and I am ending it completely happy, hopeful, and excited about what's to come.

The only resolution I'm making this year is to keep following the path God has created for me. This year proved that when I do, amazing things happen. 

From my family to yours, Happy New Year!




Monday, December 16, 2013

A Health Update



So it's been a while since I've given an update about my health. So here it is. I just went to my 16 month check up and the news is...

I'm still PCRU! 

Basically, being PCRU is the CML version of being in remission. In CML terms, it’s called a ‘response’ and not remission because remission can imply cure, or cancer free. There is currently no cure for CML. However, there is treatment via a drug therapy and this drug therapy, if it works right, should allow me to live a long, ‘normal’ life. The goal of this drug therapy is to gain maximum response which halts disease progression and puts the disease into a continuous state of very low level chronic stage CML. To learn more, click here.

So from here, I just keep on keepin' on like normal. I still have to take Gleevec every day since this is life long treatment, and hope and pray it continues to work each and every day and my CML doesn't progress, and do blood work every 4 months to make sure all is still well.  

The next milestone is the 2 year mark. Studies show that if you can be PCRU for two consecutive years, the likelihood of the CML progressing is dramatically reduced, which is exciting. 

I also received more good news from my doctor. Initially when all this began, I was under the impression that I would have to do a couple of bone marrow biopsies and aspirations during the initial treatment. For some reason I didn't blog about the first time I had a bone marrow biopsy and aspiration (maybe because I didn't want to relive the experience) but it was the most painful thing I've ever experienced, ever. I'm not sure what was worse:: a needle the size of my leg (maybe I'm being a little over dramatic but not much) being inserted in the back of my hip all the way to my hip bone and sucking the marrow out (I really almost passed out from the pain of that) or the grinding and grinding and grinding on my hip bone until a piece of my hip bone broke off so it could be sent off to be tested. Mind you I was awake and aware during this entire process. Worst. Pain. Ever. Don't believe me, Youtube it. :) It was hard to walk for a couple of days after that. BUT my doctor informed me that as long as treatment keeps going well, he doesn't see a need to do a bone marrow biopsy and aspiration anytime soon. High five! 

And even better news, my dosage has been reduced. Initially, I was taking 400 mg of Gleevec everyday. That is the standard dosage, regardless of  weight/height. Even though some of the side effects have subsided, not all of them have (such as the nausea, bone pains, upset stomach, extreme fatigue) and I deal with those things on almost a daily basis. I have good days and bad days and those bad days are really emotionally challenging. So because I've been responding well, my doctor lowered my dosage to 300 mg a day. While I was excited to hear this, I was also slightly disappointed. I was hoping to go down to 200 mg as many other CML patients have in the past.  My thought is, since I have to take this everyday for the rest of my life, I want to live as normal of a life as possible, even though I do have leukemia. And living a normal life as possible is dealing with as little side effects as possible. I know I'm not a doctor but I have done a lot of research on my own and I feel confident in only taking 200 mg a day. So  I made the executive decision to do just that. And turns out, so far  it was an okay choice to make as even after months of taking less than the doctor recommended, I'm still PCRU.  Worst case, if my CML starts to progress, we will just increase my dosage again. 

So yea, that's the status of that. Thanks again for the continual prayers and support from all of my family and friends!

To read about my entire CML journey, click here.